Not all of us get to marry the president, and become first lady.Most women want to marry a leader, not someone who simply follows the masses, and has their identity in rotation. crush I personally find a man very attractive, when he knows what he wants and can't be manipulated, or puppeted by someone insecure, or even just bored. As much as i still look through the window when my crushes van appears,or get those excited tingles, and chills, when i sense he's following me in his car, but too scared to say, 'lil homie what you trippin on,'he he. I remember those days when i wasn't so shy around him, more confident, more openly friendly.Then i also remember the other times when his mother would start acting up, all clingy and controlling. Advising her son to cross the street, or roll up windows, ignore me if i politely said good morning. I remember the nasty bitching and backbiting she did, and how despite knowing i wasn't a bad character, Despite calling me
