Pictures on the canvas #4billionhits

What would you change? If you had your life to live over again, what would you change? The reality, we all want to change elements of our life, elements of our journey. Yet its what brought us to where we are now, eager to reach beyond the prisons of conformity and slice ourselves appart from a uniformity self. You are, who you are. It took me many years to accept this, i spent time trying to validate an insecure self, compromising to fit in with other peoples rules about identity and self. Until i realised, we are who we are, each one special and unique, distinct, creative, visionary, enthusiast passionate about our own quirks. People will always try to mould you, they will try and fix you, poor broken sparrow with their aged wings. Yet through the chaos and suspense eventually we ascend towards a heightening development. People change, they grow, they make choices that mean much to them. Sometimes you have to be lawyer and defend your former self if you believe your actions were to positively assist and facilitate others, you are still learning, you are still growing eyes to see a clearer picture.

Chasing loose challenges #4 billion

You have something special to accomplish and you have time to do it, it is not about who turns you down, who rejects you, whose door you knock at that wont provide you access. Its about creating opportunities for yourself, out of your vision. Using key objectives and motivating yourself when you get in a slump. There are days where things will seem dire, where life may turn you inside out, yet think to yourself one day, i will be free of these negative emotions of this toxicity. Let me find a door, that i can open myself, and i can lead others to a pride of place. You are your vision. You are your strength, you are your hope and you are the light in the darkness. Bold steps when the bone is fragile. You must believe in your ability to perform because life is set up for contenders. Whether you have a disability or not, whether you have an ailment or not, you have a path and you must arrive at the finish line no matter what foibles are in your way. It is the daily tasks, the affirmations, the sentences we say in the morning, the prayers we keep in our hearts. Others may not know your potential, but you stem from promise. You are the baby of a womb ripe with ideas, let them envelope you, and fasten your seat belt your in for the ride of your life.

Inner strength on the horizon #4billion

It is a complex thing finding inner strength when we fall from grace. We find ourselves more accessible to stones, and the daggers thrown by others. We become our own krptonite. Yet if you read the biographies and study the history many a great leader plummeted, and had to climb back up. We rise when were weak because you are not pavement for the world to trample on, you have ideas and vision, plans and objectives, goals and a firm discipline. You must trust that self to wade you through the mire. Life humbles all of us. Our ego's are wrapped in cotton wool and yet, we dream still, reaching thus for our spears of persistence. Put your game face on. You are in a battle with yourself, you are fighting to belief once more in your potential, you are struggling to have faith in who you are becoming and how you can impact the world. Do not trip over traffic. Do not birdwatch the success of others enviously, your time will come, where you flourish and you rise triumphant. Listen to the intuition, it whispers with a seductive promise, of change and growth , development and vision. Open your eyes to your potential, it lurks in corners, creeping like oil, tickling your senses awake, feather light, yet tough as granite, today is another day you shape your destiny.Keep reminding yourself that you may have fallen, but you have not fallen far. There are branches you can hang unto, and a ledge you can ease your load. The world is waiting for you to visit.