The search for fish

These dreams they whisper against the tide of such pertinent fears, do not succumb to the well of shadows, sucking you in, drowning you in a crimson river of your own denials. We must face them, taking each fear by the throat, speaking to it with our passion and action. Creating an active self, not an inactive vessel, and being more than just dreamer, visionary, you must become equipped with tool kit ready to muddy waters, and search for fish.

Self as magician

We draw our lives with the magic of our subconscious, painting strokes of genius, dancing to reflections of happiness where we can. Alleycats , gypsies in the night, away from a colourless self, scared of being locked in a frame. How will you celebrate your small victories, the little moments your genie heats up a subterranian self.How do you become a self less fractured by fragments of glass people, you put on a pedastal. You must continue to dance where you can, to bathe yourself in the wonder of life, exploring the narratives that come your way.

Self Trust as a standard

Just get on with it, i groaned aloud to myself. I was repeating a pattern. A favourite of mine, where i would hype myself up with new goals and challenges, but to meet those deadlines i would become highly frustrated.Until i chose to master a system, my routine and strategy to getting things done, my ability to counter the fear and procrastination that built up like residue and played like a stage performance in my mind. I realised something as i struggled to achieve my goals, losers are also ambitious people also. Yet they have poor habbits and a poor methodology to getting things done, they fail because they like many others like the idea of doing things but are not willing to do the work. Success is something that takes place internally before it becomes an external output, you must challenge all the blockages, distractions, the interferences, and keep going. You must believe in what you can do no matter who says its impossible and you must commit. It is less about the talk and more about the action,yet there will be days you must have a talk with yourself and no matter how small the goal, you must deliver, it is about trust. I have learned this with trial, you must learn to trust yourself.