Creative chaos in a sour mind

Chaos, creative
emotional expression
Drowning in life
against clutches
of depression
raising my fist
pumping the air
For my stubborness
remains steady
a boulder unshifted
we are gifted
in such miserable things
Hope i awe
at your stricken demise
Letting Life bring
me down to size
Scooping my organs
with trembling nerves
A greedy mouth
fights
for a palace of words
Don't whip me
or lash me
pain
symbals it bashed
me